Day Number One

Well, I officially have a "grown up" blog now. Nothing against my beloved Myspace, but the blog there comes off to me as a bit juvenile. I'm hoping to blog almost daily, although I'm pretty sure it won't be daily, but I want to blog as much as possible because I really think it's a good way to help clear my mind.

The job situation is looking up, finally. I had an interview with Owens for a clerk/receptionist position on Wednesday morning. The job sounds fun and the hours are great. They offered me the position but I don't think I'm going to be able to take it because it's only a contract position through the second week of October. I need something permanent. I have another job interview Mondy at National Car Rental at Toledo Express Airport for a service agent positon. I'm really hoping that this pans out. Please keep me in your prayers, I really need to get away from Speedco!

I've finally chosen my major. 100% serious this time. I plan on majoring in Network Administration. I will basically be doing similar to what Jason does, but more focused on just networking computers. I know it's not going to be easy, and I want to say thank you to everyone who has reminded me of that about 1,000 times now. I'm done taking the easy way out of things, I've really grown up and I know what I want in life now. This whole going back to school situation and such has really taken an emotional toll on me, and it's not just the stress of figuring out how I'm going to pay for it or the level of difficulty I'm facing. It's the fact that no one believes I can do it. I know I've disappointed people in the past, but that was then and this is now. I want to make everyone, and myself, proud. But the lack of support really does hurt. The people who I thought had the most faith in me now seem to have the least. Maybe I'm asking or looking for too much. Perhaps I'm too co-dependent on others. I don't know.

I have this weekend off!! Woohoo!! I really want to go to the zoo! So hopefully we're going to the zoo tomorrow. I can't wait to see the baby polar bears!! Then tomorrow night we are going over to Mike and Liz's for margarita's. Yum!! Sunday I plan on sleeping in. We're talking like 11am. Haha. Then Sunday night I'm hoping to go to the horse races. Yay! Such an exciting weekend planned, yay!!

Well, I should think about cleaning around the house a little before I get ready for work, so until next time my lovlies....